Saturday, June 13, 2009

No Mind..



I just completed an online course to keep a speeding ticket from appearing on my driving record. The course does have its merits and I did learn a few things from it. They explain a lot of rules and go through the common mistakes that people make while driving, but I feel they missed out on something important, Self Analysis. After all, each person should know what kind of mistakes he or she usually makes. Recognizing the pattern and correcting it should be advised by the course. So, here is what I do wrong.
At times, the mind becomes too preoccupied with something that is not connected to driving. I tend to go into an autopilot mode in which I don't proactively look for signs and signals, but just follow the herd i.e. take cues from other cars. When there are no other cars to give cues or at times when they give wrong cues I tend to make mistakes.

E.g in a red signal stop, I was in the right most lane and there was a car in front of me. The driver in that car wanted to turn right when it was sage, but I had to go straight. When that car turned right, I thought it was time to move and drove into the middle of the road before realizing my mistake in alarm. At times, during the night, When there are no other cars stopped in a red signal, I have had difficulty realising that it was a red signal and I needed to stop. I have been inattentive while backing i.e reversing. This is again because, there was no one else doing the same.

The remedy is to never go on this autopilot mode. The conscious mind should always be actively thinking about driving safety. My mind shouldn't get carried away by the music, it shouldn't be worried about work, it shouldn't be trying to solve any problems. It should be present right there on the road, clear and calm. All perception, no thoughts.. Is this what they call "No Mind"?

Friday, June 12, 2009

Wind




It rhymes, but lacks rhythm.. Still working on it..

One with the blooms at times I am,
one with their pleasing scent;

I give the slip to those towering doors,
always broken, always unbent;

Refreshing scent of the earth I bring,
Joyous news of the rain I bring;

But haven't I spread the stench of filth?
Now, is there a way to rescind?

Yet, that which blows, has to blow,
for, I am the mighty wind..

Saturday, June 06, 2009

Ganapathy Set..

I recently registerd in kiva.org and was all excited about my loans to enterprenuers in developing nations. Here is an interesting conversation about the thing..

10:28 PM Pallavi: so wht was the micro fin thing u sent me
u involved wih tht?
me: yeah.. just lent money to ppl
10:29 PM have always had a romantic notion of farmers
and old style shopkeepers
so lent them some money..
10:30 PM Pallavi: awesome
gd fr u!
and have u earned back a share of ur invstmnt?
wht have u invested in?
me: if you mean have they repayed the loan??
no..
10:31 PM Pallavi: no as in dont u get a share of their profits or smthing like VC?
or is it just simple loan system
me: actually I didn't bother to find out...
:)
10:32 PM I had heard of Muhamad Yunus
so just readily jumped in..
and its just a couple of hundred dollars..
10:33 PM Pallavi: :)
rich NRI
but gd yaar
nice to see smone doing smthng like this
me: indeed.. http://www.kiva.org/lender/gany22
Pallavi: did u get to pick who got ur loan?
me: yeah
10:35 PM one was a bee farmer in the temperate hills of azerbaijan..
how romantic
lemme give him 50 bucks
10:36 PM Pallavi: :)
me: now here is an old lady with a cabbage patch in cambodia..
isn't that where Angkor is??
k.. another 50..
10:37 PM another 50 for a shopkeeper in Togo..
10:38 PM me: sick of the supermarkets... the smell of a lil grocery shop
usually smells of sugar
and of jute rope
10:39 PM brings back childhood memories...
so that's the way the 50 went..
Pallavi: :)
i like how u picked